#i’m rereading it rn and i love it dearly

[gg-is-a-loser]

does anyone on here read summoner

[thwackk]

Mav I have to know your naruto character opinions pleek inquiring minds (me) want to know

uuhhmmm idk what exactly to say cause this is a bit vague. but i can talk abt my favorites a bit 😭

Naruto Sakura and Shikamaru are some of my favorites, with Naruto being my number one favorite🫶 he’s very special 2 me in ways i cannot even say because everytime i think abt him there’s not words it’s just colors and feelings and sounds so idek what to say abt that uuuh yeah! I think he’s one of the most human shounen protags ever written and it irritates me when ppl lump him into the stereotype because of his high energy and silliness, they ignore literally every prominent and important aspect of his character and growth throughout, i’ll say that. he really stands out among most of them to me

when i was a kid tho i identified with shikamaru the most, we were practically the same person (i am definitely not that smart tho 💀) so he’s been a longtime favorite too as i feel like i understand him on a much more personal level than other characters. And i’ve been a sakura lover since DAY ONE‼️‼️ AND PROUD TO SAY IT 🗣️🗣️ sakura haters could never fathom, i need them all to explode immediately she’s literally so cool, she’s just a girl how could you hate her 🤨

it’s hard to write a character that’s supposed to be smarter than you tho and kishimoto kinda fumbles the ball with this one a bit. and then ofc the women of naruto also suffer from being written by a male shounen jump mangaka which is not unexpected but always dissapointing. some of naruto’s writing is ROUGH. we all know this 😭

I love pretty much all of the konoha 11 deeply and dearly, it feels like we’ve grown up together (i was exactly 12 when i started naruto) so i dont wanna say i HATE any of them, that’s too strong of a word but if i had to rank them from favorite to least favorite it would probably look like this:

Naruto

Shikamaru

Sakura

rock lee

ten ten

choji

ino

kiba

neji

shino

hinata

other favorites are kakashi, gai, gaara, itachi, izumo & kotetsu, kushina.. uhmmm what else. Oh i think jiraiya is overrated asf i never liked his ass.

i would talk abt sasuke and some of the others a little bit more but my memories of them are too old yk? i dont really trust 12 yr old me’s judgement on some of these things so i’m just rereading/rewatching it all again rn as well as boruto which so far i am greatly endeared by and frankly i have alot to say about it. but i’ll save that for when i finish it

[bubblespalace]

I’m sorry for what that person said !! It’s definitely not true, I would know since I constantly reread your works LOL !! You and all the other DL writers are carrying the fandom rn so plz don’t feel too discouraged by the mean people !! ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

Bubble: Aw really?? Thank you so much, darling. I really needed this. It's good to know someone out there appreciates that I am trying my best to serve the community. I love all you dearly 💕

[subskz]

crying again LMFAOOOOO actually crying even harder than bb4 the second y/n said “yr so good chan” i fucking lost it nah they are literally my babies. the way her thumb was hurting bcuz of chan’s cut,,, be so fucking serious rn i can’t do this

btw realizing tht when y/n tells chan “i don’t love you for what you can do for me” that’s prob the first time he heard her say she loves him bcuz he was about to pass tf out from sleep the first time,,, kmsing actually

i legit got no words for how beautiful that entire fucking scene was like i felt it healing me from the inside out idc how corny i sound rn everyone look away while i be vulnerable wit missus rin 🥹 everything they said 2 each other nd the way y/n FINALLY matched chan by opening up and that’s what made the breakthrough. nah i’m inconsolable this series is fucking everything to me

the smut. dawg. you alr know you got me chewing the iron bars in my enclosure every time but this was literally…. a bitch thought she’d get a break from crying during this scene but NAH IT MADE ME CRY TOO ���🙏🏽 the part that rlly got 2 me was the sentence about chan’s strength being used to protect others and never to harm,,, the most chanathan thing ever what if this was my last straw. and channie hidin his face, the fucken i love you’s over and over again ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE?!?!? QUICKLY

i can’t believe it’s over like i got no choice but 2 reread bb every day for the rest of my life actually i want to live inside this series. but i love you saur moch girlie queen thank you for writing this fr it changed the trajectory of my life forever nd i can’t wait to see what you do next 🫶🏽

NOOOO 😞 i owe you so many apologies haha i’m very sorry for the emotional turmoil this past week…i hope it was more of a happy cry this time at least! and yes i couldn’t resist such a golden opportunity for the reader to feel channie’s pain…they are connected in ways they don’t even know of!

THERE U GO AGAIN BEING OBSERVANT AS EVER ㅠㅠ you got it!! a very critical moment for channie to hear those words for (what he thinks to be) the first time! i’m thrilled u made that realization but that’s just our genius grindset isn’t it <3 thank you so much my dear you have no idea how much that means to me!! it was a bit of a challenging scene to write but knowing it could have that effect on you makes it all more than worth it, i’m really happy it touched ur heart! 💗💗💗 and that’s exactly it, the reader had to subject herself to the mortifying ordeal of being known just as channie did hehehe

the smut made u cry too 😭 i know it was incredibly sappy n soft i just couldn’t help myself w it being makeup sex n all…esp when the central idea was praising channie n making him feel loved HAHA i blacked out and suddenly 7k words of adoring chan were on my screen </3 i’m so glad u liked that line!! it’s what i love so dearly abt chan (and binnie!) that they’ve got such broad shoulders n muscular arms but such gentle kind souls yknow…their strength is for hugging and helping others and being steady enough to lean on 🥰

i kinda cant believe it’s over either it feels bittersweet…but i just feel so fulfilled overall to have finished this series and to have shared it w you! you uplifted me so much from day one and i’m so grateful to you! your feedback has made me giggle and smile every step of the way, so thank you so much for everything. i love you right back ♡

[maryjahps]

hello bae😞happy (sad) saturday 😞i just finished my lab finally and now im gonna try to do math🥰my motivation is not having work to do tomorrow but we shall see how that turns out🤓anyway i chose a rainy banner cause its been raining today and matched my mood. how was your saturday though ml😇i made sure to do this one before midnight😫UGHHH THIS IS LIKE PERFECT READING WEATHER AND I JUST IMAGINED READING FOURTH WING FOR THE FIRST TIME RN AND IT SEEMS PERFECT BUT ITS NOT THE SAME SECOND TIME AROUND😞maybe ill pick up on more things if i reread it

❣️daily question #19 - what is the first thing you would spend money on if you won the lottery💸

❣️daily song #18 - are we still friends 🤝

i love you dearly

- 🍀

so productive of you😩😩😩 i wish it was raining here☹️☹️

it was great but i have the feeling that schools in 2 days and i’m 😔😞 DKDJJSBSJ OH TO READ FOURTH WING FOR THE FIRST TIME AGAIN

no because this seems so selfish of me but i’d probably buy something very unnecessary because i’m irresponsible as fuck (that something would probably include harry styles items) (pleasing brand)

SENJEDHEIDB A TYLER SONG???? YES YES YES.

[eddiebillysteve]

hi!! not to rush you, just wondering when will the next chapter of cat and mouse be out 🫶🏻🫶🏻

A GOOD QUESTION DEAR ANONYMOUS FRIEND,

the short answer is i’m not actually sure!

the longer answer is i have a chunk of the next chapter written, but i need to find muse again, probably by rereading which i haven’t had a chance to do yet. it seems very daunting to me atm and although i love c&m DEARLY and have a lot planned for it (including the wild climax w creel ngl it is INTENSE), i don’t want to put out something shitty. so i’d rather take my burnout break, however long it may be, and then continue when i can put out something i’m proud of, you know?? i know i’ve probs lost a lot of readers but am just trying to figure out, like, how to keep going in general rn so writing has been on the back burner.

thank you so much for asking though!!! let’s me know there are still some people interested in reading when i continue ♥️

[gritty-big-naturals]

Get to know me tag game

tagged in by @artemistlbreadco, fuckin lov u king ❤️

What is your astrological big three?

aquarius sun, aries moon, gemini rising (altho i do not particularly believe in the horoscope stuff)

Last song?

shitlist — L7

it’s a fucking bop and a half

Currently reading?

working on simultaneous rereads of the entire hitchhikers guide series and also lord of the rings. hitchhikers guide i’m halfway through restaurant at the end of the universe, and lotr barely even counts as a reread bc i open to a random page and just go from there pretty much every time i read it at this point

Last movie?

watched mommie dearest with my roommates last night. hadn’t seen it before. pretty fucked up but also a fuckin blast to watch

It’s karaoke night at your favourite dive bar, which song are you singing?

oh god i don’t usually do karaoke bc i got the big anxiety but if i did it’d probably be some fucking emo song i guess ?? either that or perhaps holding out for a hero because i love that song so fucking dearly

Currently working on?

well i just finished replaying pokemon violet story wise but i still need to complete the pokedex so thats prob gonna be the next Thing on the list

also like. tryna find a new job which is always a Great and Fun Time

tagging (no pressure)

@whore-heartedly @t-o-m-c-a-t @sportshaternumber36 @othellho and whoever else sees this and wants to do it! ik there are fuckin more of ya i want to tag but i am. so got damn high rn and my brain is not working at full capacity

[wuahae]

Oml cat

I missed so much stuff 😭😭 schools shit

But firstly HAPPY 1K ik I’m late but I’m so so proud to see how far you’ve come like aaaaaa 🥹🥹🥹 you have amazing talent and the fact that many ppl recognise that makes me rlly rlly happy for some reason

Secondly I read Dayglow like a few weeks ago I think and I had this WHOLE RANT planned out but I need to go revisit it (after rereading it ofc 🤩) so I’ll probably send that in another ask BUT RN ILL JUST SAY IT WAS FUCKING AMAZING LIKE 🥹🤩😭👍🏼✨💖🫶🏼 TYPE OF AMAZING

Thirdly I’ve been thinking to un-anon myself so I was wondering if we could be friends?

Lastly I’m sorry for always disappearing, school started like one and a half month ago and cuz this year we need to start prepping for like a super important exam. BUT IM STILL SUPPORTING U SILENTLY SO 🥹🫶🏼

-✨anon

you’re jokiiiinngggggg are you kidding me 🥺🥺🥺🥺 i love you so dearly i hope you know that!!! thank you for the 1k congratulations it’s never too late!! you are so so sweet i was ☹️☹️☹️☹️🙁 the entire time i was reading this ask huhu… i feel like all my old anons have grown along w me on this journey :”) and AAAA u rly don’t have to but thank you for such kind words on dayglow 🥹🥹🥹 it rly is my baby i’m so glad you loved it!

also PLEAAASE do not worry about disappearing omg i’m Also suffering under the academic coil i understanding you completely 🥹 good luck for the exam!!!! rooting for you always 💗💗💗 and also YES i would love if we could become friends omg if you ever need want to un-anon please reach out!! i love new friends 🥹🫶🫶

[reaperseal-archive]

bunnie! what books do you like to read, what are you reading rn?

my shelf is mostly ya fantasy and adult fantasy 😳

my tastes have evolved in recent years, haven’t rly bought new books tho because i have many MANY unread books!! i still do like ya though as embarrassing as that is lol. some of them have aged really well and there are some new releases that are good!

right now i’m actually rereading the warrior cats series lmao. a childhood favourite of mine and i love it dearly and will keep rereading them when i’m old and wrinkly <3

[hongism]

Hyello, okay so. I don't have the emotional energy to take in and discuss everything in that chapter so imma just gush over the info cause I am a ✨whore✨ for world building.

So obviously MOC SPOILER

hi bestie HELLO guess WHO!!! finally ANSWering!!! altho im gonna answer separately and space everything out all Neatly bc im all over the place so strap IN we’re going on an moc RIDE!

THERE'S A WHOLE SIREN COMMUNITY?! AND YN AND IT MUST BE WOOYOUNG WERE FRIENDS? SIRENS HAVE A FULLY FLEDGE COMMUNITY WITH PRIESTS AND SCHOOLS AND MULTUOLE CITIES TO SOME EXTEND??? MAYBE EVEN AN ENTIRE PLANET WITH SIRENS MAYBE THEIR ORIGIN PLANET? HOW MANY TYPES OF SIRENS ARE THERE AND IN THE COMMUNITY HOW DTRICT ARE THE DIFFERENT ROLES?!?! ALSO DOES THE SIREN COMMUNITY ALLOW FOR DIFFERENT TYPES OF SIRENS TO BE TOGETHER? OBVIOUSLY THEY SHOULD BUT ARE THE CHILDREN THEN HYBRID TYPES, LIKE WHEN WE GET BLUED DARK SKIND BABIES OR CAN A SKREN ONLY BE ONE TYPE. WHAT POWERS DO SIRENS HAVE AND DOES THE POWERS REFLECT THEIR PERSONALITY AND DO THE DIFFERENT TYOES LEAN TOWARDS CERTAIN JOBS. LIKE WE JUST LESRNED THE OCEAN GOTTA BE PRIESTS BUT MOON ISNT STRICT WHAT ABOUT FIRE. AND IS YN INSTIC TO PULL OUT A HEART CAUDE HER PERSONALITT, TRSUMA OR IS IT RELATED TO THE MOON. ALSO CAUSE ITS A RED MOON WHICH IS COMMONLY A BLOOD MOON, IS YN THEN A SPECIAL MOON SIREN AND THATS WHY HER POWERS ARE STEONGER OR HER INSTICTS TO USE THEM ARE STORNGER BUT THEN THE MILITARY FUCKED HER UP. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

now this is the thing im biting my tongue on SO HARD bc it’s my favorite aspect of the world building and the universe and everything involved in it bUTIHDFKJG THERS SO MUCH I WANNA SAYYYYYYYYYY in short that one dream sequence holds more hints and information than ANYTHING from previous chapters, i think that it’s probably the MOST IMPORTANT dream to date. while we’ve seen some crazy ones in the past, this one is both the biggest hint and the biggest window into y/n’s past by FARRRR. even tho that whole scene was dialogue i think there’s so much to pick up on from it and so much to see and learn from it and it’s one of my faves bc there’s so much to unpack from it !!

Like yes the story and the development is freaking ✨yes✨ I love it. Genuinely think moc should be released as books. But I just cannot deal with the emotions rn.

But also now all I'm going to be thinking about how many sirens are actually out there. And if yn knew her parents and wasn't just an orphan the military found in the streets... How the fuck did she end up in the military grasps. What happened to her parents what happened to the community, is it still out there? Guess I gotta go back and reread the galaxies and the backstories, obviously I must have missed or have forgotten something. Ugh how the puzzle pieces are puzzling (or something). Moc is a drug and I'm not going sober anytime soon

(obviously you don't have to respond to my questions, this is more just an insight into the spiralling of theories going on in my mind)

releasing moc as books? a dream and a half, i can say that much slkjdlgkjlkf but back to the sirens... how many are out there? we heard early on that hongjoong was looking for ‘the last five’ but then seonghwa debunked that and said that was a mistranslation over time that was passed down and such, but beyond that, we don’t really know much about sirens as a whole? there are some hints in the galaxies and planet descriptions but if that dream sequence is a puzzle, i would say we have a handful of pieces that can be put into place based on what we’ve learned so far!!!!

Okay I lied, I am ready to unpack a little of the ✨emotions✨

When hongjoong explained that hwa tried to stop San only for San to detain him and in a sense make him watch the scene unfold. And then realising hwa had to go through that again, only being even more helpless. I don't doubt hwa loves San, but to see the events happening again, with someone he clearly loves as much as he does yn even if he also loves joong, and to see the desperation and determination must have been just. Horrible. Just absolutely soul breaking horrible. I can imagine him vowing to himself after San that he would never let something like that happen again. That of any of the crew got out of control like that, that he would fight harder to stop them. That he would would do absolutely everything in his power to stop it. And then being helpless as he watched yn do it. Just pure heart wrenching pain. And it must have been beyond terrifying to see someone you love ready and determined to kill themselves partly from rage and partly from desperation. With the backstory, that scene becomes almost as cruel as the warehouse scene with San. The only redeeming quality is no one needing life saving surgery in a time crunch, otherwise they would be the same level of ✨never again✨

honestly i think the two crew members i torture the most are san and hwa bc i just keep putting them thru all this shit and hurting them so much but really this was the defining point of why seonghwa was so afraid. before we kinda just knew he was afraid of yn and hongjoong was mad about it. in this revelation we get to see the source of the trauma and how it was amplified by it being someone he loves as dearly as he loves yn. and for sure when first reading that scene of yn and jisung in the brig, it’s meant to evoke a sense of anger and rage like yn is so angry to a point where she would do this sort of thing, but my hope with that scene was also to show that desperation. that when looking back at it after having already seen the rage and the aftermath, that reading it again shows how desperate and hopeless she was in that moment. which is exactly the same emotion that was evoked back in that warehouse scene with san, except it was relayed differently because the warehouse was a more immediate sense of desperation. this brig scene was meant to emulate that but in a slow burn kinda way where the veil of realization is pulled off after the fact and not in the moment!!!

Just to make sure you don't misunderstand. Those asks were compliments. You are an absolutely incredible writer. And the fact that you aren’t afraid of hurting your characters *cough cough* SHOOTING SAN?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!!!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? *CLEARS THROAT AGRESSIVELY* just makes the story much better. No one gets plot armour, making it more realistic (?) and really draws in the writer and sorta imitates the fear and desperation the characters feel

PLS don’t worry, i live for every moment and i live for these open and raw and genuine conversations i didn’t take any as an insult i PROMISE!! i think part of the nature of this whole trope of space pirates and criminals is that hter is no guarantee of safety! i don’t wanna have to cut corners to make sure everyone stays unharmed and undamaged throughout the story when the nature of the world i’ve built thus far is a wildly dangerous one!!! i always say that i try to be as realistic as i can, all things considered, and i think that’s the biggest thing that adds to the ‘realism’ in my mind so im so happy to hear that you see it and appreciate it and enjoy it!!!

OHOHOHOHOHOH ALSO

YN GRIPPING SOMEONES HEART??? YOU WRITE THAT SO FUCKING WELL. LIKE ENIGUH DETAILS THAT WE KNOW WHATS GOING ON, BUT ALSO NOT SO MANY DETAILS SO IT GETS DETACHWD FROM THE STORY. LIKE THE LACK OF CLEAR SUPER MANY DETAILS REALLY MADE IT THAT *YOU ARE EXPERIENCING THIS, NOT JUST READING IT* LIKE IT MADE IT WAY MORE EMOTIONAL AND OERSONAL AND THE READER REALLY GOT IMMERSED IN THE MOST HORRIBLE WAY THAT KUST MADE IT ALL RHE MORE BETTER. ALSO JOONG AFRAID????? JOONG REALISING HE GOT A FULLY FLEDGED HEART RIPPER SIREN WHO CANT CONTROL HER BODY TO MOVE THROUGH A HARMLESS DOOR BUT CAN DEFINITELY KILL IN A HEARTBEAT (OR TWO 👀) ALSO THE CONTRAST OF REMOVING RHE BLOOD COLOURED WHITE OLASTIC AND HAVING A CLEAN HAND UNDERNWATH. THE SYMBOL OF IT ALSO BEKNG A TRASH CLEANERS SUIT. LIKE SHE WASN'T SUPPOSED TO ACTUALLY USE THE TRASH PROTECTION DUIT FOR ITS INTENDED PURPOSE. ALSO THE OART WHERE SHE SAYS SHES FINE EVEN TJO SHE ISNT. AT FIRST I READ IT AS HER TELLING HERSELF TO LIE BUT THEN I REALISED ITS HER ADMITTING SHE VERY MUCH ISNT. AND SAN NOT KNOWING???? AND KISSING HER HAND AND UGH AND SEONGHWA KNOWING. I BET HE'S LOWKEY GETTING MORE AND MORE AFRAID OF HER. LIKE YN IS READY TO KILL HERSELF AND ANYONE AROUND HER TO KEEP SAN SAFE. AND SHE INSTICTUALLY GOES FOR THE MODT AGRESSIVE METHOD POSSIBLE. IHHHHHHHHHHHHH I FUCKING LOVE YOU AND YOUR WONDERFUL WTITING AND YOUR TWISTED MIND THAT CAN CREATE ALL THESE FUCKING SCENES THAT GOT ME THUNKING AND FEELING ✨EMOTIONS✨

truly one of the HIGHLIGHTS of the chapter simply bc of how shocking and sudden it is!! for me, that was one of the easiest scenes to write in the chapter, oddly enough? it was something that when it came time to write it, i knew how i wanted it to be and was able to just sit down and write it out the way its written in the final draft of the chapter. i really love playing with those aspects of fiction and storytelling. tangible to a point, without spelling it out. i think it’s obvious that i really love delayed realization in writing, but i really like playing with how the brain processes information and for me personally, i don’t pick up on things right away! i can realize them in a snap or it can take me a bit to go ‘oh god that’s what happened’, and i like playing with that in y/n’s character a LOT.

and in that same vein of thought, there are some layers to that scene as well when compared to the door scene. in the door scene we saw hongjoong clearly tell y/n ‘you need to do this to save san’ yet she wasn’t able to do it despite trying and believing hongjoong. then in the heart scene we saw y/n clearly tell herself ‘you need to do this to save san’ and she did it then. so there’s a lot at play in that parallel alone too. and with that internal monologue she has of im fine vs not fine, then san kissing the hand that touched a literal real actual beating heart for me that was a sort of self indulgent scene and i was really worried about it coming across as too cheesy or something like that, but that is something that’s gonna impact y/n as a character and her relationship with san when they have the conversation of ‘oh hey i put my hand through a man’s chest for you’

i think part of why this chapter was so difficult to construct and write as a whole definitely is because of all the undertones and nuances throughout, and in a lot of ways it’s so so much to even think about that it’s almost too much packed into one chapter alone, but even if you don’t pick up on all the nuances throughout, i’m hoping to revisit them and bring them back around in that delayed realization style again bc that’s one of my favorite things to do ofc :3

[wishiwasntstillhere]

N and P for the ask game?

owo!!! thank you for ask!!!

N - Name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice).

my main fandom is ouran rn as we know. hmmmm ok so the things coming up are mostly things i don’t get to see a lot of bc of my corner of the fandom but im jsut going to say them anyway.

1) harurenge. this is easy, we been knew. i am obsessed with them rn and unfortunately there is not a lot of content for them (which makes perfect sense given fandom demographics and the actual cast demographics and bla bla bla) and i would Love more harurenge content. i’m going to cheat and include this here too: i would love to see more sympathetic/nuanced depictions of renge in general? i understand lots of people find her annoying but i also like to think she has capacity to grow and Does Grow and i also just want to see more of her.

2) this might sound a little strange bc it’s kind of very incredibly specific but??? i want to us to talk more about the mechanics of haruhi grieving her mom and recovering from that. i know we already see a lot about haruhi’s over-responsibility in the show, as well as her aspiring to be like her mom, and her missing her mom, and her not being used to relying on people because her parents are kind of absent. but i feel like we could dig into that a little more. one of the reasons haruhi in wonderland is so dear to me is because its one of the few times the show slows down and says hey, this is what it means that haruhi is actually growing to love and feel comfortable loving the host club.

in the aftermath of love me braver i was talking to my friend and basically i just had a lot of thoughts about haruhi’s character maybe has been more subtly shaped by this tragic event in her life, and i was going to dump that here but maybe i’ll make a separate post bc its kinda... long. but i would like to as a fandom talk about that more explicitly. give haruhi’s emotions more screentime, they get brushed over a lot bc of host favoritism and bc her character on the surface seems pretty steady and cool but there’s a deep wound behind that and while she’s mostly well-adjusted i wanna explore it more.

3) more female characters in general. i’m actually planning a little miniseries about some of the host club’s guests. i think there are a lot of reasons one might go to a host club and the potential friendships and dynamics there could be really cool. also just. the host club is canonically For Girls we should see more girls lol. gimme more info about their regulars.

rereading all these it is very clear that i am in a Women mood. good for me. ouran fandom needs more women. tbf if i had a fourth one i would say more hikaru&tamaki bro time. hikaru likes tamaki so much, guys. like kaoru does too but kaoru is aware of it and able to deal with it mostly. hikaru is a disaster and tamaki loves him dearly.

P - Invent a random AU for any fandom (we always need more ideas).

mwahahahahaha ok so here’s the thing i am currently at 34 ouran aus in my doc (i will NOT be writing them all but anyway) so i’m just going to talk about one of them. zombie apocalypse au with a twist that im not going to tell you guys because i actually intend to write this one.

renge and kyoya are out on a Parent Mandated Date (they are not interested in each other they just are there for appearances) when the world ends. zombies everywhere. they escape the restaurant and find themselves in the midst of a zombie infestation. through renge’s extensive knowledge of video games and kyoya’s extensive knowledge of ootori emergency response protocols, they determine they have to make it to the ootori stronghold. together, they fight their way to safety, hoping desperately that their friends are safe there too.

[bisexualadamparrish]

I was tagged a hot minute ago by @saoirseronanlynch to do this!! Thank you dear! <33

2020 top 5 tag

top five movies you saw this year (I’m realizing rn I did not watch many new movies in 2020...)

- Little Women (The last movie I saw in theaters...... its been over a year now </3)

- Knives Out (I was late to watch this one but I adored it, it was so sensational)

- Banana Split (A quirky netflix movie that I watched w my friend via virtual movie night)

- In the Tall Grass (a really great horror movie I watched w my friend right before I moved home for quarantine last spring. if you like horror movies that was a really interesting one!)

- (Im blanking on this..... i will fill soemthing in later)

top five tv shows you’ve watched this year

- Adventure Time (My old roommate and I had never seen all of adventure time so we binged the whole show and I love it dearly!)

- Salem (Me and my roommates are still working on salem rn and its kinda whack but a fun group-watch)

- Teen Wolf (Another show I watched all the way through for the first time in 2020, this is how I killed the first two weeks of quarantine while sharing a room with my sister)

- Survivor (my mom and i started binging old survivor seasons this fall)

- Avatar: The Last Airbender (Yet another show I watched for the first time during quarantine!)

top five songs of 2020

- Love Stuck by mother mother

- Summertime by Orville Peck

- Adore You by Harry Styles

- I’m Not Okay (I Promise) by MCR  

- Future Nostalgia by Dua Lipa

top five books you read

- The Raven Cycle series by maggie stiefvater <33

- Call Down the Hawk by maggie stiefvater 

- A Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes by suzanne collins

- A Truly Impossible Thing by Hank Green!

- Percy Jackson series reread B)

five positive things that happened in 2020

- I graduated from college!!

- I got my own apartment and officially moved out of my parents house!

- I got my chickens :’) <3333

- I ended up vibing incredibly well with my new roommates (one of them in particular) which I was super worried about since spending your last semester of college with no friends at school and three rando roommates is obviously daunting, but now she’s one of my absolute best friends <33

- I adopted a cat and also got rats and a leopard gecko with my current roomies!

I’ll tag @liamisthesun @h-isforhome @dionysuswearsanorangetracksuit @shrimpcolors @crackbabymp3 & anyone else who would like to, please feel free to do this! 

[kinktae]

How dare you bitchin!jungkook ?! HOW DARE YOU ?!

very NOT spoiler free bitchin’ 8 asks under the cut

Y/N SUPPORT GROUP

deliciouslydisturbed365 said: I just read chapter 8 and holy fuck I’m nauseous. Poor Y/N 😭

queen-emon said: What the literal FUCK man, I just read Bitchin 08 and like im so broken. I never ever consider Y/n and I to be the same person but this time I felt like we were the same person both getting our hearts crushed by the man we loved so dearly. I AM NOT OKAY WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO ME! THIS IS SO NOT GROOVY :(

Anonymous said: Me🤝y/n Repressing our emotions

madjammil said: I am legit crying. Poor y/n! I cannot believe Jungkook slept with Kiri! My heart is broken. I thought these two were finally getting together and he goes and does this dumb shit! Smh. Aside from that, your writing was amazing as always! I love this series so much!

YARA BULLY JK PETITIONERS

Anonymous said: omg i can’t believe jungkook is rly going to get his dickie chopped off 😍😍😍 deserve! can’t wait until yara finds out

Anonymous said: Ignore jk, y/n!!! Gosh she deserve so much better than a fboi who only cares about how he feels physically!! Ahole to the max and I need her to slap him! Yara can join along the slapping game!! But srsly he needs to learn his words alone can’t mend this and I hope y/n doesn’t give in so easily cuz he deserves cold shoulders from her for a very long time and don’t just rely on charms to get his way. Ik he was trouble from the start 😔 y/n dear don’t worry you deserve better

casualxexistence said: So 👉👈 um like is there like ANy chance that we get to see our baby yara’s reaction to this 🥺🥺🥺👼 bc um well I would kinda love to see her hand both jk and kiri there asses bc they aren’t gonna hAVE ANY AFTER SHE FINISHES WITH THEM RIP

Anonymous said: dude, what if y/n hooks up with tae and starts beef between jk and him while yara bitch slaps kiri….. dude bitchin’ has such good drama theories wtf literally anything is possible at this point

Anonymous said: if yara doesn’t punch kook can I punch him? Not as the oc I meant like me BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK

forvever-ddaeng said: I keep rereading this last part like it’s somehow gonna change or it won’t make me sad the more I read it but it’s having the opposite effect and now I want Yara to beat Jungkook’s ass smh

Anonymous said: WTFFFFFFF YARA GONNA HUNT DOWN AND KICK JUNGKOOK ASS FOR HURTING HER BABY

JUNGKOOK ANTIS:

Anonymous said: what the fuck is wrong with bitchin’!jungkook does he think with his dick i wanna kick his ass

Anonymous said: why jungkook would do something like that if he likes y/n? i would be so mad at him too like… isn’t that kind of cheating? he didn’t say if he was back together with his ex but he slept with her so that must mean something, she probably thinks it means something. he was really stupid 

omgtaehyungsmullett said: i know jungkook fucking with me, dammit 😡

Anonymous said: I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY WOULD JUNGKOOK DO THAT WHY

ausjeons said: Jungkook what the fuck!!! I could slap you silly after reading part 8 😪😩

Anonymous said: Team make jk suffer for awhile and then be able to patch things up with the oc 🤝

Anonymous said: I read ch8 last night and this weighed heavily on my mind all day like why is jk such a hoe? Like how could he just sleep with Kiri just like that. I think these children are very confuzzled with their feelings. After he slept with Kiri, did he rush to y/n bc he knew this was the end of their “relationship”? One last passionate banger goodbye 😟 my 💔 broken heart

Anonymous said: I ain’t even sad. I’m full on rage mode. WHO TF GAVE JK THE AUDACITY , THE ABSOLUTE BRAWN TO STICK HIS DICK IN KIRI AND THEN , NOT EVEN A FULL DAY LATER ( cuz yk that would be farrr too gracious ) WITHOUT A WARNING , WITHOUT A FRICKING GOOD MORNING EVEN , GOES TO FUCK OC AND THINKS THAT’S OKAY???? Good to know OC and whatever his relationship was with her was worth less than a nut😒

Anonymous said: i’m actually sad… like wow. i really expected him to go back, i really did. but even though i knew it’d happen, it still hurt, y’know? i think that made it worse; knowing that he’d go back to her in the end… shit’s fucked up, really. great job writing it. i could literally feel the emotion from this one.

Anonymous said: Bitchin ch 8…..oh wow the smut was so nice and fluffy but wtf JJK messed up big time. Honestly I don’t think he deserves oc after this. She deserves someone who isn’t so unsure of his feelings that it takes getting back together with and sleeping with someone else to realise it. If he really liked her, he wouldn’t have slept with Kiri.

Anonymous said: “ArE YOu MAd?” Srsly what brand of clown juice is Bitchin JJK drinking?

Anonymous said: TAE AND Y/N HOES BRO ENTER THE NEW SHIP FUCK JK

cchristinnaa said: Jk really did yn like a pocket pussy huh

Anonymous said: HOW COULD JUNGKOOK OH MY GOOODDDDDDDDDDD literally men aint SHIT….. the part where y/n said you got what you wanted from me🥺🥺🥺🥺 I FELT THAT ugh i love the angst

Anonymous said: Hope jk dieS from jealousy next ch. And regrets it skdhdhd :( jk. Hope they get their sht 2gether soon or im gon 😷😖😭

diortae said: me: *explaining to bitchin 8 jk why he’s a dick for calling Y/N his “pretty girl” immediately after fucking her raw the morning after he slept with his ex* 

jk: well, you know what they say. hindsight is 20/20 

me: KINDA SEEMS LIKE REGULAR SIGHT SHOULD HAVE CAUGHT THAT ONE

Anonymous said: JUNGKOOK IS ABOUT TO MEET THESE FISTS UP CLOSE THATS ON GOD THAT DUMBASS LIMP DICK BITCH REALLY FUCKED UP

Anonymous said: I HATE JJK HES AN ASS FOR GG DOWN ON 2WOMEN HE CAN JUS F HIMSELF RN

Anonymous said: JUNGKOOK IS GONNA GET HIS ASS BEATEN UGHSHHSKDHXJSJ MOTHERFUCKER WHAT? WHAT??? THIS BITCH IS A RIDE OR DIE AND UR GOING AFTER FAKEASS KIRI REALLY? FOR REAL I THOUGHT UOU WERE BETTER THAN THIS BUT NO ALL MEN DO IS LIE LIE LIE

Anonymous said: the way i closed the tumblr app when i saw jungkook saying “kiri came over last night”

Anonymous said: alright we beating jk’s ass @ noon 😤

Anonymous said: WHY WOULD JUNGKOOK DO THAT TO OC LIKE WHAT I AGREE WITH OC HE USED HER AND THAT MAKES ME 😡😡😡😡😡

Anonymous said: BITCHIN PART 8 WTFGGGG MY HEART Do be Hurting . i’m going to beat jungkook up !!!!

betysotelo18 said: It’s been a few minutes since I read part 8 and I can’t stop thinking about what could happen next… the meanwhile F U jeon Jungkook, you did wrong

Anonymous said: NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! I CANT 😭 WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH THIS CHAPTER HUUUU JUNGKOOK WTFF BRO…….. my heart is breaking for them. Why can’t they just date already wkxbdbbdjdjdjdjdjdj this is onky misunderstanding right? and thankyou for the new chapter sis hihuhihih💕💕

Anonymous said: im shocked i dunno who i hate more rn you or jungkook. my heart is literally SHATTERED he better fix this or else im traveling to the 80s just to kick his ass 😭🤬

Anonymous said: never want to punch jungkook in the face like i wanna do right now

Anonymous said: JUNGKOOK WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUCK 🤬 for the love of god rose why do u did that to me i wanna die

Anonymous said: ROSE WTF WAS THAT MAN !!! my heart it hurts and like wtf jungpuke!! Why would he do that to reader !! why would he sleep with kiri and then sleep with reader ?!? Like go siekkeksjdjejjejdbehhe i wish i can put in reaction pictures in here

CUTIE PIES

Anonymous said: Omggg thank you so so much for this chapter, for the whole fic. Thank you for sharing it with us. You are a great writter. Seriously! I just love how every chapter is so intense. Not only the smut is amazing but every detail, every action, the whole plot, all of the dialogues. I actually cried at the end I love how I can really feel everything. All the emotions. Ah and they’re so cute!!! But why was JK so weak? Even if that’s what you wanted since the beginning… I thought- BOY WTF??? :’( But seriously this is the type of thing I love, I am WEAK for this. The slow burn, the oblivious idiots that love each other but keep suffering thing. And you write it so well. Your mind!!! Your talent!!! I love it. Thank you, for real ♥♥♥ I’m antecipating the next chapter, but already sad that it’s almost ending :((( I’m gonna miss this a lot. Anyways, take your time, baby. And have a nice day! ♥♥♥ (Sorry for bad english btw)

tinievmin said: ROSE. IM IN PAIN. I FELT THE BREAKUP BETWEEN YN AND JUNGKOOK. IM SO SADDD. But not related to the plot, your writing is ART. You always make it flow so well aND WOW!!! I don’t have enough words to express how much I love your works

AND FINALLY, AN INTELLECTUAL

Anonymous said: kiri is a bitch i said what i said

[mayakern]

Hey there! I just finished Monster Pop! and it’s been a RIDE- I first read in early HS & I reread the whole thing, I’m a college sophomore rn. It hit hard now that I’m open-ish abt being trans & relate to Franny literally being torn in two by her parents fighting. I love the chosen family aspect & how messy yet beautiful adult relationships can be! Basically I had a lot of feelings & the epilogue warmed my cold undead heart. Thank you for the journey! Hope you’ve been well!

thank you so much for all the kind words! when i first started monsterpop i didn’t really have any clear direction other than that i wanted to draw something fun and cute. at the time i was in college making extremely edgy and dark short comics for my schoolwork and i wanted to do something lighthearted as a reprieve from being a Very Serious Artist, Thank You Very Much. 

eventually monsterpop evolved into something that was really about learning to take ownership of yourself and your actions -- whether they were good or bad. when i first started writing monsterpop, it was all pretty shallow -- everyone was nice and fun except ben, who’d been raised to hate monsters. the whole “twist” was just that george didn’t end up with him and instead found comfort and love in her best friend. originally, i had wanted george and marina to end up together -- until i realized that that felt... wrong. 

it wasn’t until i was writing chapter 4 that i realized that it felt wrong because marina felt like a prize or some “end game” romantic trophy that was lovable, but ultimately kept at arms reach from george and her problems. franny was the one helping george grow: challenging her, comforting her, pulling her up. and when i knew i wanted to write an arc about franny’s problems -- i knew she needed george and percy together to pull her up and that them forming a strong bond was important both for her and for each other.

at the time i didn’t have the knowledge or language to realize i was writing a found family story, but i learned and grew so much during the 7 years i spent working on monsterpop, i dealt with expectations and guilt and lots of relationships, both good and bad; i came out the other side from being “hashtag relatable” and navigating parasocial relationships (before i had the language for that either) and setting boundaries, both online and with the people close to me; i met my wife and we fought for each other and we built a life together, a life i love, that ultimately became the reason i had to stop making monsterpop, because the rest of my life was so good and at the end i felt so terrible when i was drawing monsterpop and i had been working so hard on improving my life and my mental and emotional well-being that i knew that even tho the comic was so close to completion, i couldn’t continue to sacrifice my happiness any longer.

ending monsterpop was really bittersweet. i love monsterpop dearly. i love comics. i love writing. i loved writing monsterpop. i absolutely hate drawing comics -- it takes way too much time and no matter how much i work on my craft, i don’t think any comic i draw will ever be up to my standards, and so drawing comics at some point became phenomenally bad for my self esteem. 

this was really long and meandering, but i just wanted to say that i am so grateful for everyone who has read my comic and supported me ending it; to everyone who read and loved the epilogue, especially the people who have told me so. i was so scared to do this -- all of this -- for so long. i felt so much guilt over it, i felt luck such a hypocrite, like i was being weak and selfish. and then the moment i finally announced the ending -- and then later when i posted the script and the epilogue -- i just felt nothing but relief. and y’all have been nothing but kind and accepting and wonderful and i really, truly appreciate it so much. thank you all for coming on this journey with me.

[grapesodatozier]

i just want you to know how much i love mnh! rereading it rn (again lol). have a good day!

ahh thank you so much!! 💕 I’m finishing up the last of my assignments for the semester, so hopefully I’ll be able to get back to writing mnh soon!! I miss her dearly lol. I hope you have a good day too!! 🥰

[zukosgay]

(no worries!) 1. Which book would you consider the best book you've ever read and why? 4. Are you a fast or slow reader 6. Are you the type of person who will read a book to the end whether you like it or not, or will you put it down straight away if you're not feeling into it? 21. Ideal reading position?

1: ooooh boy, I’ve read so many books that i love dearly but i wouldn’t necessarily call perfect, but off the top of my hat: let the right one in, tsoa (i just reread it gimme a minute), vicious, frankenstein, dark matter

4: depends. I’m in the hospital rn & I’ve got nothing better to do

6: i dont have the Attention span for books i dont like D:

21: engulfed in the arms of my gf on her couch